Thursday, January 25, 2018

Md clinic

This week we saw the MD clinic. Thankfully the school district my mom works in had a snow day that day so she was able to come up and help me with the girls during the appointment since these appointments are long.

MD clinic is where we meet with Pulm, Rehab, neuromuscular and the wheelchair company all in one clinic. While the girls genetically don't have muscular dystrophy, whatever they do have, acts like MD so the choice was made to move the girls into this clinic to get more comprehensive care. At fitst they just put Jilli into this clinic but at our special need appointment at the beginning of the month I asked if Lydia could be moved into the clinic to and they agreed to move Lydia into the clinic however they said for her first visit she would only see neuromuscular and they would then decide in clinic if they would take her full case at the next appointment. We got into clinic and started talking with Pulm and she went in and added Lydia to this appointment, she said it is silly not to and she was transferring care over to herself. I am so grateful they stepped up and just did the right thing.

Pulm:
J- She asked about how well Jilli sleeps at night and I told her most nights it takes her 2hours to fall asleep. We know Jilli has two cysts in her brain in the part that makes melatonin so the doctor said to try her on some melatonin to see if maybe because of the cysts her body isn't able to make it like she needs. So far it is really helping. I am hopeful for her sake that this helps because she gets so frustrated some nights that she just can't fall asleep. She also said that if we need to use up to 2lpm at night of oxygen that is fine, that there is no harm in that. This doctor seems much more flexible in trusting us to make choices for her. We also talked about medical studies that have been done with long acting asthma inhailers and muscle disorders, the studies show they don't do anything. These meds do have side effects. We used them with the girls to try to help with their breathing but being on oxygen has done a ton more for that  then the inhailers ever have. She said come spring we can try that.
L-We talked about her oxygen use. She said that she thinks Lydia likely needs oxygen at night like Jilli. The hard thing is that she probably doesn't need oxygen every night but many nights so she worries about doing the testing for overnight oxygen because she might pass it the night that we do the test but the next night she would fail it. Because of that she made the call to just put her on oxygen full time. Lydia has never had her own nebulizer because they said Jilli had one, however the one Jilli has is almost 5 years old and has been used a lot by both girls and it is starting to not work well. It is taking twice as long to do a neb at this point. The doctor said she was going to send in scripts for both girls to get new nebs.

Rehab:
J- Our normal rehab dr was out so we had a different doctor, but I really liked her! She was really good at asking questions which I like. I always come into appointments with a list but it is also nice when they ask questions that help lead us to new ideas. Jilli is old enough now that logically you would think she would be potty trained but she does't feel when she peeps or poops. Rehab said that its time to look into why. She might need diapers forever and if that is how it is thats fine, but we need to at least look into why she doesn't feel it. Rehab had some ideas but we will see what urology has to say. They are also going to send a script in for diapers.
She said that at this age she likes to get hip and spine x rays because its good to get a good baseline to see how the muscle weakness is effecting the bones.
Jilli's leg braces are starting to get small and they said if she grows any more to call Shriners to get her in for new braces.
*rehab didn't see Lydia this time but will next time

Neuromuscular:
J- We talked about the urine test and how it id not definitive at this point but we are going to run it at least once more and if Jilli ends up in the ER they are going to run it as soon as she starts a crash. She was having a pretty good muscle day although everyone agrees that she is showing signs that another crash might not be far away. We talked about how the best muscles for a muscle biopsy for Jilli would likely be the diaphram but no one would even try doing that because it is not safe even though it would likely give us better results. We still plan on doing another muscle biopsy at some point but we need to wait a few more years.
L- We talked about how the girls are very similar but different in little ways and so we want to be smart about what testing we do with Lydia but we also don't want to miss anything. Because of that he would like t do a full exome sequence on Lydia. I think our current insurance might pay for it so now is the time. We talked about the curve in her legs and he agreed that its time for x-rays to see how everything is looking. We also talked about how we watch Jilli's heart because it is a big muscle and that we need to do the same for Lydia especially since she now has a heart murmur that no one has head of before. Cardiology got us in on Monday. We talked about how in some ways whatever this is, it is likely effecting Lydia more then Jilli. Thats a bit of a hard pill to swallow but we need to have true eyes when looking at things.

Wheelchair:
We were told when we got the smart drive that we can't use it when their is salt on the ground. It also says that on the manual. It is been a winter where we have had salt on the ground since November so we have not been using the smart drive. The wheelchair guy that was there that day said it is fine to use it in salt but this is also the same guy who didn't know how to use the smart drive and drove Jilli into a table. I am trying to reach out to other user of the smart drive to see if they use it in the winter. I feel like the no salt thing wasn't mentioned to us before ordering and maybe we would hae thought about a power chair more if we knew that. But for now we will figure out how to make it work! 

It was a very productive appointment. We got a lot done! Because of the added things that now need to get done (heart, x-rays, ect) We will be at rmh until next Thursday. Today Jilli has a feeding tube change out. Its been a busy week here and next week will be too but I am grateful to be getting so much done and for rmh for providing a bed so close, amazing staff and therapies that pour into my kids. Today is gardening and Jilli is SO excited!

Also, even though we are not home, we are still doing the Band-aid drive! We plan to make it to Church on Sunday and if you mail them to our house I promise they will get in the house safely. We have filled about half the box... who is going to help us finish!

Lydia helping to unpack

Jilli's special gift from the Magic room


RMH got a new surface table, it is so cool

Caroline and Stacy were here Monday and Tuesday so we enjoyed time with them



WE got a second card for RMH because they are so helpful for carrying oxygen in the play room











When you buy a brand new pair of LLR and are so excited to wear them to be comfy in appointments but still look put together and you sit down at the appointment and something feels strange and you realize the back of your leggins are suddenly full of holes. There are the two big hold and tons of tiny ones. I have contacted LLR about it... I know they are the right size because its not the first pair of LLR leggins I have, and I know I got these on a sale, but they shouldn't fall apart.

Wednesday, January 17, 2018

Self Care

I will be honest, in those early days of being a special needs mom if you talked to me about self care I laughed at you, maybe not out loud but in my head I did. All I could think about was how there are so many things to get done in a day and when I am done with those I am exhausted!

Also, when you hear self care you think of long bubble baths and that just is not happening here. Showers only happen when there are two parents in the house so someone can still watch the pulse ox, pumps and oxygen. Spas are not really my thing and I don't really care for alcohol... I like wine from one specific winery only, and I don't like to taste alcohol in other things. I would always think that I didn't like any of the self care things.

But 5 years into being a special needs mom, I think maybe I gained a tiny bit of wisdom, it doesn't matter what self care looks like for others, and it doesn't have to take huge chunks of time, it just has to fill you back up.

Here are some of mine:

-I love stove top cream of wheat. It takes a while, so I normally do the instant in the microwave, but I have been getting better about getting a pot out and boiling water and making it the long way. It tastes better and makes me smile. Its simple but its  for me.

-Trips to Target. I love just walking around Target. Its calming. I totally took both my kids to Target on Friday because Lydia learned the world no and was using it at will for everything and anything and then anytime she said the word no Jilli would cry, it didn't matter if it was directed at her or not. We went to Target just to walk the isles.

- Disney Vlogs. Going to Disney World is my ultimate self care however that can't happen all the time so I watch Disney vlogs. I love Dis unplugged, Tim and Jen, Justin Scarred, World of Micah, and Disney food blog. These can be on in the background while doing other things but they make me smile and think about being Disney.

-Music in the car. We spend a lot of time driving to appointments and therapy. Sometimes Jilli really likes to listen to her "hospital songs" but the rest of the time I listen to music that pours into me. We listen to a lot of Jon Foreman, Switchfoot and Mat Kearney. Those songs help me wrestle with life.

-Starbucks... I'm one of those people who loves a good cup of coffee. I try to budget how much I got to Starbucks because it adds up, but it is one of those things I do just for me.

-Blogging. Write helps get stuff out of my mind. It gives it a home in text. It helps me with note keeping. And it is a great place to look back and remind me of things I am thankful for.

-When we are in the hospital I take me time by looking out the window. We are typically on one of the higher floors in the tower so we can see for miles. The hospital are a lot of trees around it. Sometimes even just watching the traffic is a distraction.

-Helping others. Right now we are in the middle of the band aid drive (thank you to everyone who has donated so far). There is also a pile by my front door of things that are headed to RMH, and that pile seams to always be there because once on batch of stuff goes to RMH we are given more stuff to bring up there which is amazing. Working on these projects fills me up. It reminds me of the good in humanity. It shifts my focus and its something that I can use my administrative skills at.

-Text and spending time with friends. I am a introvert so I don't like to be around people all the time and small talk just isn't my thing, but I love when I get to spend time with people that I am invested in. Often its with my kids and having a play date of our frequent dinners when Jaime and Jason come over, or hanging out with friends at rmh.

-Being put together for appointments. I feel better and more engaged when I am dressed in something I feel good in. I make a point for doctors appointments and hospital visits to look put together. Part of it is that I know we as people see each other differently when someone is dressed nicely vs looking like a hot mess. Trust me, I have plenty of hot mess looking days, but I try to be intentional to be put together for medical things. Now I do love when being put together and comfy mix (I'm wearing Lularoe right now lol) but I feel more ready to tackle to world when I get dressed in something other then pajamas. 

None of these things take giant chunks of time. Many of them are also productive, I need to eat, we need things from Target sometimes, we have to drive anyhow so might as well listen to something I like. I think self care is less about taking big pauses out of your life and more about taking life and finding things you enjoy to add into the mix. Its about finding joy in the every day things. If someone had explained self care to me that way several years ago I think I would have thought about it more and worked to find ways to add it in, instead I blew it off because I knew I didn't have large chunks of time. What ways do you add self care into your every day?


Tuesday, January 16, 2018

Good few days

We have had a good couple of days.

Saturday we went to brunch, grocery shopped, and the worked on cleaning around the house.


Sunday we went to church, lunch, errands and then hanging out just chilling.


Yesterday the yucky oxygen company came and picked up all of their stuff because we are all set up with Lydia getting oxygen from the same place as Jilli. This is huge! She is set up for auto deliveries and her pulse ox is coming tomorrow. The wheelchair company also dropped stuff off yesterday.

Today we went to Betty Brinn with Jaime and Emerson as a celebration of Jilli and Emerson's birthdays since they are both by Christmas and life is crazy around that time. We had a ton of fun! Taking two kids to a children's museum is exhausting... chasing a 19mo old with an oxygen tank through a children's museum was a new adventure... man am I tired tonight! After the museum we went to Bel Air for tacos. I love how Bel Air supports RMH and their tacos are so yummy! After that we stopped at the Learning Shop to see if they have any of the new playmobil 2018 catalogs in and much to Jilli's sadness they have not gotten their shipment in yet, hopefully soon we can get our hands on one, love that it is the free thing she wants lol! Tonight we cuddled up and watched a movie and hung out.

Sometimes a few good fun days are what we all need. Tomorrow is back to therapy which is fun, but work.

Jilli since Saturday has been very nervous about having another crash. Her body has been lower toned a couple of days but she still has had good days. She has had a harder time making choices but I can tell her mind is distracted. We sat down tonight and had a long talk about her crashes. We looked at pictures of her last crash. We talked about how she gets to do fun things in the hospital and we decorate her room. She got a really fun bag for Christmas from Aunt Sandi with decorations and fun stuff for when she is in the hospital. We added her special hospital gowns and built her take along playmobil hospital to add to the bag. Jilli likes to be prepared. We have no reason to think she will have a crash soon (other then February always being a hard month for her health) but for some reason since she woke up Saturday she has been very worried about it. If it happens it happens, there is nothing we can do about it other then making the best of it. After talking tonight and looking at pictures she seamed to be calmer about it and even cracked jokes... she asked if she gets new playmobil for every crash she has *eye roll* (Caroline sent her some playmobil last time and daddy bought her some... not happening every time kid!)

I'm thankful for a calm few days. I am thankful for extra time to listen to music while I clean. I'm thankful for some time to relax and watch youtube videos (I linked an amazing one in yesterday's post) and time to blog. Sometime I just need a few days like this.

school

she loves file folder games

my computer stopped working the other day, thankfully I'm married to an IT guy who fixed it. Jilli pretended to fix computers too

Jilli and her friend Caroline had a far away sleep over by using facetime. They watch a TV show, did a craft and decorated their feeding pump bags


Brent and Jilli made shadow puppets

Sleepy girl in her comfy lift bed

Lydia is Sesame Street pajamas

The place we use to buy our feeding tube belts after us if we would try out a new design for them. They work great! Even better then normal ones. They have streatch to them. We order them from Kangarootique if you are interested

Here is the back of the belt where you can see the stretch

The girls at brunch.

mom and dad cleaning is hard work!

I'm going to figure out this gate!

I love this picture of Jilli in her Daniel Tiger pajamas

The Band-Aid drive starting great! Our goal is to fill this box! We are 1/4 of the way there... can you help fill it up?

watching daddy take care of the snow

Lydia and Emerson looking to see how it works!






Doctor Emerson. Jilli LOVES this play ambulance

Monday, January 15, 2018

I'm not the best

Our culture right now is filled with a lot of people claiming they are the best ever at things... that no one else could ever be as great as they are.
And it has gotten me thinking...
I will never be the best at anything...
And the is beautiful...
Thats wonder...
And I am thankful!

I'm not the best writer... I go back and look at old posts and the mistakes drive me crazy, but I try to see how often these posts are writing while holding sleeping babies, or like at the moment then my living room is a tornado of toys and I'm sure it will only be a few minutes until I head "MOM!"... oh wait someones pump just started going off... and how sometimes that causes writing issues. There are days I am still amazed any of what I write is read.

I'm not the best teacher. I love education. I love teaching. Part of way I had to step away from teaching was because I felt like I couldn't give my students what they deserved out of a teacher because I had to miss work so often. As a homeschooling mom there are days we miss school or I get frustrated, or like today Lydia emptied the entire bookshelf while I helped Jillian work on number sense.

I'm not the best wife. There are far too many days where life is just the day in and day out. There are days I barely talk to my husband not out of anger but just out of busy and being a mom. There is times where I don't invest in him like I should.

I'm not the best friend. When we are going though crazy things sometimes I drop off the radar. I know I talk in a lot of medical term. My kids are with me 99% of the time which I enjoy but I know not everyone does. I know sometimes I stink at returning texts, or checking in on people, I often think about people a lot more then I actually communicate with them. I often want to be a more thoughtful person then I am.

I'm not the best mom. Parenting is one of those areas where it is so easy to see your shortcomings. There are so many things as a mom that I wish I was better at. I wish I read to them more. I wish I spent more one on one time with each of them. I wish I didn't get overwhelmed when they are both having moments where they are testing the world.

But I am thankful I'm not the best at any of these things.

Because I'm not suppose to be the best at everything.

I need to be interdependent.

I need to need other people.

I grow from needing others to support me.

If I was the best I wouldn't need other people. I wouldn't need God.

I'm thankful I don't know everything. Learning is fun. Talking with people about things is interesting.

Our culture really celebrates independence, and boasting, and thinking you are the best... But none of that is Biblical. 

We need each other. We need to love each other. We need to care for each other. These are things we always need to strive for growth in.

I was watching this interview earlier today and I was thankful for reminders about this. Reminders of humility and interdependence out of love.

Humility and self loathing are not the same thing. I am grateful for my weaknesses, even though some days they are frustrating. I don't hate me because I have shortfalls, I work to grow and learn but I understand I'm never going to be the best but that I can work to do my best.

I want to live this life not striving for my glory. My time on earth is fading. We are all terminal. But if I spend my life building up others and loving and pointing people to Jesus then I have done something bigger then me.

Thursday, January 11, 2018

Band Aid Drive

Each year for Feeding Tube Awareness week (this year FTA week is Feb 5-9) we try to do something to help places that help people with feeding tubes. Last year we did a fundraiser for RMH. This year we have decided to do a Band Aid drive for Children's Hospital of Wisconsin.

It makes Jillian smile at the end of a blood draw if they have a fun character band aid to put on her boo boo. CHW only has fun band aids when people donate them, otherwise they just have the plain band aids. I see how much fun band aids effect how a blood draw goes for Jillian (she asks before they draw her blood if they have any fun ones) and I am sure it puts smiles on other kids faces too and makes their medical journey easier. That is something I am sure we can all get behind, making medical things easier for kids.

Here is how you can help. From now until February 9th we are collecting band aids for CHW.

ALL BAND AIDS MUST BE LATEX FREE! The package must say that the bandages and the packaging is latex free. This is to keep people like me with latex allergies safe. The last thing a kid needs is an allergic reaction from a band aid. Most bandage boxes have it clearly marked if there is latex used or not.

To make this easier for our friends that are not close to us I have made an Amazon list and if you buy something off this list it will ship directly to our house.

You can find the Amazon list here

If you do live close to us and want to pick up band aids at a store (which in many cases is cheaper then Amazon for band aids) feel free to arrange a time for us to get the band aids from you.

Band aids are relatively inexpensive but something that can make a child smile. Please join us in this awesome cause. If you have any questions please let me know!


Wednesday, January 10, 2018

Special Needs

I always appreciate our special needs appointments because I feel like our ducks are more in a row after them. I am going to take this by kid:

Jilli
-We talked about how for her crashes she needs to be admitted for at least 24hours for observation just so we know what way things are going and so I'm not dealing with a resting heart rate of 180 over an hour away from the hospital. There computer system changed some and so they are able to do a brief write up about a child and have it in a place where everyone who interacts with her is able to see it and in that spot he is going to write that if we come into the ER with crash that they need to admit her. Hopefully this will help us if we have any more crashes. We also talked about how sometimes with these crashes she is just going to need to be in the hospital for daily therapy and that is just part of it, the hard part is that it is not a rehab hospital however they are able to justify them needing inpatient PT/OT for a few days. We talked about how the weather seams to play a part in her muscle tone (she had a hard day in therapy with her muscle weakness, she doesn't do well with big weather shifts like we had this week) but that no one is sure why. We talked about having a standing order for that urine test that was off and he said he wants to talk to neuromuscular to see if they agree.
-When Jilli was last admitted they brought up our case going to something called the Nelson group at chw. This is a group of all the top people in each department and they sit down together and talk about the tough cases. Our special needs doctor would like that to happen with our case. He did get some push back because we have personally seen so many of the doctors on that team that there was question if everyone talking about it would help but we are pushing that we think maybe it could. He said he is going to talk to them again. I brought up that our PT has offered to give them her notes for that meeting and he said that if they make him the presenting doctor that he will contact me about getting releases signed for that. I am really hoping they take up our case!
-He also mentioned NIH. NIH has a rare disease program where they look at things and try to come up with a diagnosis. I do like that he called it sraight with me that he has not had good luck with them coming up with something chw didn't because chw offers exome sequencing (that is what many people go there for because not all hospitals offer it. He said sometimes they become fixated on studying things about your kid that they find interesting but isn't of help for the child or family. NIH has also had some budget stuff this past year.... He said that maybe down the line it is something to keep in the back of our mind but not to hold too much stock in it because we have done the same tests they would do. 


Lydia
-Big thing we talked about was her starting oxygen and how amazing that has been for her! We also talked about how much the entire process sucked! Our SN doctor use to be an ICU doctor and he was talking about how it just doesn't make sense to him for things to take so long to be looked at because thats not how practicing medicine works in his brain. We talked about how horrible the oxygen company is and how they have heard about our issues from others and agreed its not acceptable.
-I brought up how I think our pulmonologist is great at the things she is good at but how I feel that at this point I think Lydia would be better served in the MD clinic like Jillian. They agreed and said they would put the referral in to see if she would be accepted. That is a hard thing to hold your breath and wait to see if a group of doctors is going to accept your kid. SN said that given the changes that Lydia has had over the last few months he feels like her level of care has increased and because of that he agrees with moving her to a higher level of care.   
-Vaccines came up because Lydia is unvaccinated because the assumption is that Jilli's reactions to them are related to the underlying disorder. They put in the computer that she is allergic to them, like how Jilli's chart is, so that no one tries to give her a vaccine. So far it hasn't been an issue but every once and a while you get a hot head med student so its better to have your butt covered. 
-We were talking about Jilli needing her next echo in 2019 and I brought up that we don;t have any baseline on Lydia's heart. We don't currently have any reason to think its an issue however the heart is a big muscle and the girls have a muscle disorder so keeping tabs on it is a good idea. Jilli gets an echo every 2 years and SN said to bring it up to MD clinic and if they don't do the referral then SN will for Lydia.
-Lydia's current pulm said to stop her allergy med (that she has been on since she was about 2 months old) to save ourselves 5 seconds out of the day. I don't think that is the best plan. First, we have those 5 seconds to give, if our kid needs a med then I don't care about the 5 second. We do that med at the same time as others, it really isn't a big deal. SN said to keep the med. Its an over the counter med anyhow and SN said it was up to me but that they advise keeping it.
-When the scripts were sent for oxygen they didn't send a script for a pulse ox for Lydia. Jilli was one but there have been a couple of times recently were they both needed one at the same time. SN said they would contact pulm to ask them to send a script for one. She doesn't need it all the time but for spot checks when I suspect something.
-We talked about Lydia's leg bowing and how she has leg braces but we have never done any x-rays to see how much the bone is bowed. The braces have helped a lot (I wish we had a pre x-ray) but she is turning her legs in more now. They said to talk to MD clinic about that and see about going to Ortho at chw to get x-rays. We talked about how often people are worried about too many x-rays and only doing x-rays when needed but with the girls we still try to limit but at the same time they are already way outside of the normal amount a typical kid would have so we tend to worry less about one more. 

It was good to meet with the team and come up with a plan. We will see them again in 6mo.

Yesterday after SN we went back to RMH and Kohls was there taking down the Christmas decorations and Jilli asked if she could help so they let her help take down the big tree. She loved it. At the end she said she wants to work at RMH when she grows up. She said she is going to leave Sundays for going to church but she is going to work at RMH on Saturdays, be a doctor and nurse on Tuesdays, go to space on Thursdays, and be a teacher on Fridays. The girl has goals!
After we left RMH we headed to Nate's house to have Christmas with them. It was a fun night. We ordered in food for Bel Air and I got the taco for RMH (all the money from the taco goes to helping RMH redo the 3rd floor long term kitchen) and it was SO yummy! We had fun hanging out.
This morning I got a call that Lydia was accepted into the MD clinic. I am SO excited! Its time. Its time this team is brought into her case too. Its a balance of things, because there are many tests we are not doing on Lydia because we have results already for Jilli, but there are other things where I don't want to miss something on Lydia or push something aside because so many of the diagnostic things are focused on Jilli. Lydia needs to see neuromuscular, the muscles on her inner legs are becoming visibly atrophied (as noted by her ped) so we need to be talking about that. She also needs to see the pulm in that clinic and have her lungs looked at from a muscle stand point. Also having rehab involved for these med supply issues would be helpful.
The girls both had therapy today and Lydia had the best therapy day she had in months! It was amazing to see. She did great in speech too. Her words have really taken off... she even learned the word no... Jilli had a tired day but I knew by the look in her eyes when she woke up that her muscles were tired. She worked hard but everything was hard work today.
After therapy we were at Walmart picking up a couple of things and I got a call from Brent. He works from home on Wednesdays so he can deal with Jilli's oxygen delivery. Them delivering reminded him that I had called there yesterday to see if there was any way we could get Lydia's oxygen switched over but I never heard back. He called and talked to someone and they talked to their boss and they agreed to take Lydia!!! This is HUGE! This means both girls are able to get oxygen from the same place we have been getting Jilli's oxygen for years. They have their issues but their issues are small compared to what we have been dealing with from the other company. I am so excited. I was trying to hold back tears in Walmart. This will make life so much easier. Now the pieces just need to fall together. They need all the scripts form the doctor and everything needs to be delivered. That didn't happen today so that is the goal for tomorrow. Please pray that this works out. I am trying to hold in my excitement until I have physically signed the paperwork. Then we will need to call the other company and tell them to come pick their stuff up which I'm sure will take days, and I am such a non confrontational person that calling to tell them we are ditching them makes my tummy churn but they have sucked so badly and going with the same company as Jilli really is what is best for our family!
Tonight we had a great night. Jaime, Jason and Emerson came over to celebrate Emerson's birthday. We had a really good night. It was fun hanging out. The adults played that game Kinderperfect... if you are a parent this game is so funny! It is like Apples to Apples for parents. I think it is now in the list of one of my top games. It also makes me laugh because it feels like not that long ago we were all college kids and now we are playing a parenting board game while our kids are playing. I am thankful for friends who we are able to live life with through the multiple stages!

The past two days has been time of things coming together. We spent time at RMH and got to see the amazing staff there that we care so much about, we got to spend time with friends, and multiple medical pieces have come together. Tonight I am so thankful.

On a side note, RMH could use some prayers and likely some financial help, they had a water pipe burst this past weekend causing damage. I am sure insurance and business partners are helping with a lot but water damage is never fun. Its hard to see a place you love hurt, but they are working hard to fix everything!

Lydia in Elmo clothes!

Headed to the magic room!

Lydia playing in the play room


music therapy

Nate!

Jilli asked to play her hospital songs. Thank you Cincinnati Children's for making a new hospital music video... I really thank you! 

Lydia pushing her oxygen. We are going to look into getting RMH another one of these carts because they work great for pushing oxygen around!

A true friend carries your oxygen for you!

The person holding the basket is from Kohls. She was SO sweet to Jilli... she also had her wisdom tooth removed that morning and was still at RMH helping take down Christmas with gauze in her mouth!

Jilli playing piano

wrapping the Christmas ornaments  up




Jilli in OT